Always and forever never anyone’s #1 no matter how much I try to care about them and make sure they are okay. I am never enough.
I am just nothing.
I am so fucking done with this.
I am so sick and tired.
Like for once, I want to be the favorite. Just once.
It’s never been that way.
Someone always ends up replacing me for someone better or they just push me away.
I hate myself.